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i got no guts... Thursday, November 3, 2011 @ 5:22 AM
This is my new blog. Where my secrets are kept about everybody, how i feel and stuffs. The previous two blogs will be kept as a secret. :') So, this blog is to be kept as a secret too. I will pour my feelings here. So currently, my life's a mess too. I got a misunderstanding with Balqis, fight with Sufi and also, Kamarul. Let me talk about kamarul first for the first post. I was looking through his fb profile looking through all his pictures. It really made me shed a tear. :'( i really miss happy i was with someone who truly love me for who i am. I wish i can rewind the past. How sweet he was to tag me a picture he doing a heart when went Jurong, swimming with his friend while i was on a holiday. He even tagg me. That photo on the left was the latest. I slept with him at kkh when he was warded. Took care of him and stufs. It was amazing, i swear. How we talked at night just because he couldn't sleep. And woke up for atleast 5 times for him. End up, in the morning saket. Haha. I really miss his presence. Thank god, he gave me permission to guide him through life. I really want to text him, but im just so scared. Haish. Im scared he will get irritated by me and got angry all the sudden. And worst, he can just say no. :/ If only i got the guts!
This is my new blog. Where my secrets are kept about everybody, how i feel and stuffs. The previous two blogs will be kept as a secret. :') So, this blog is to be kept as a secret too. I will pour my feelings here. So currently, my life's a mess too. I got a misunderstanding with Balqis, fight with Sufi and also, Kamarul. Let me talk about kamarul first for the first post. I was looking through his fb profile looking through all his pictures. It really made me shed a tear. :'( i really miss happy i was with someone who truly love me for who i am. I wish i can rewind the past. How sweet he was to tag me a picture he doing a heart when went Jurong, swimming with his friend while i was on a holiday. He even tagg me. That photo on the left was the latest. I slept with him at kkh when he was warded. Took care of him and stufs. It was amazing, i swear. How we talked at night just because he couldn't sleep. And woke up for atleast 5 times for him. End up, in the morning saket. Haha. I really miss his presence. Thank god, he gave me permission to guide him through life. I really want to text him, but im just so scared. Haish. Im scared he will get irritated by me and got angry all the sudden. And worst, he can just say no. :/ If only i got the guts!
